Things Aren't What They Seem

We have come so far in both our lives
The paths we walked took us seperate ways
I sit here quietly late at night
And I wonder where you are right now
As I think about all the times we shared
A cloud of sorrow fills my heart
I can't believe I let you do the things you did
I can't believe I lost control

Time is great for healing many wounds
But the tear you made still cuts me so deep
I have tried so hard to make your image disappear
But you just keep on haunting me
Every time I close my eyes I see your face
You're a bad dream that never goes away
I catch myself still calling your name
Your poison's still eating me away

I thought that I knew you
I thought that you would change
I thought that I loved you
Things aren't what they seem
I thought that you wanted me
I thought we could make it
I thought that you loved me
But things aren't what they seem